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Challenge #1 – Day 20 – If It Ain’t Broke, Don’t Try To Fixate…

Monday, September 7, 2009

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When I started this experiment, things had been on a fairly even keel – save for the drama and antics of those crazy bitches I mentioned in a previous post.  Often, those minor tangles seem like a major stressor until you are confronted with something heavier, like your health.  In my case, my gallbladder may [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 19 – Small, Noticeable Improvements

Sunday, September 6, 2009

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Today I realized again that this just might be working.  I was at work, and I was really, really hungry.  Now, not having food can certainly facilitate any level of anxiety straight up to a full-blown attack.  I was hungry and shaky, but at no point was I stricken with that sense of “fight or [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 18 – Glitch Corrected

Saturday, September 5, 2009

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And when I say “glitch,” I mean we finally got the temperature situated in the room.  Last night I slept like a stone, until the terrible shrill alarm clock awakened me from my delicious slumber.  I was sleeping so soundly that, when it went off, I had to lay still a moment and try to [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 17 – Back In The Hypnosaddle, Again…

Thursday, September 3, 2009

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I do believe I have pinpointed the reason I haven’t been sleeping as well these past two nights.  It has been just a little too warm for decent sleep.  It was such a small difference in temperature, that the needle on my internal thermometer was just a hair’s breadth on the side of “too warm too sleep.”  [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 16 – Hiccup

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

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I didn’t sleep very well last night.  I can’t remember why, but I think I woke up a little while after I fell asleep and, because it was very abrupt, I woke up all panicky and freaked out…like I was sure I was going to get hit by a meteor and I couldn’t remember where [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 15 – Same Relaxation, Different Day…

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

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I really have nothing new to report today.  I’m still operating at a lower stress level.  At this point, I am pretty well convinced that as I continue, I might actually continue to see more improvement. Another interesting observation:  On a normal day, without any outside influence creating an unusually high level of stress (basically, a NORMAL day), [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 14 – Unmitigated Gallstones

Monday, August 31, 2009

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Okay, so yesterday I wondered why I was anxious and I wondered if it was because today something horrible would happen.  Well, today I learned that I have gallstones, which is really more of an inconvenience than “something horrible,” but it still sucks.  I have an appointment with a surgeon on Friday, but I plan [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 13 – For Why Am I Anxious?

Sunday, August 30, 2009

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I listened to my script last night, and I slept GREAT.  I even had a ridiculous dream where I had quadruplets.  It was bizarre.  Today was not especially stressful, but RIGHT NOW I feel like I am going to leap out of my skin.  I hate that.  I think it may have something to do [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 12 – Still Working…

Saturday, August 29, 2009

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I listened to my script last night and, as expected, I woke up this morning feelin’ faaaabulous.  I think this script must trigger the pleasure center of my brain, because it always makes me have happy, pleasant dreams.  In fact, I have been blathering on about this so much that hubby finally decided to see [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 10 – And This Really IS Day 10!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

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Finally, my posts have caught up…phew. So, I went right back to listening to the script last night.  No reason not to, really.  Now that I have tested the theory, I know that there is a marked difference.  Another side effect, or perhaps logical result, is that I have this oddly optimistic feeling hanging over me like…well…like [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 9 – Let Me Just Test Something…

Thursday, August 27, 2009

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(please note, Day 9 occurred on Wednesday) Just as an experiment, I decided to skip the audio at bedtime last night and see if I noticed the difference, and I must say that without listening to the script, I did NOT sleep as well.  While I had been sleeping through the night without interruption and waking [...]

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Challenge #1 – Day 7 – McBroadband

Monday, August 24, 2009

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So, I am sitting in McDonald’s, letting them provide me with some wireless so that I can keep everyone posted about my self-hypnosis.  Normally, I would be wiggin’ out over something like this.  Seriously.  Right now, I’m just rolling with the punches which is something that my brain is generally not programmed to do.  I [...]

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